stop complaining about your problems and ignoring mine thanks x

So here I am again complaining about money but me and Nay are talking about it so I’m angry again. People have no right to complain about their money when they make no effort to get a job when they have every opportunity to do so. Here I am working my ass since I was 14 because I need to help. If I want something, I have to work fucking hard to get it while others just throw a tantrum and get it. Most people don’t realise how fucking privileged they are. Like you have a job yeah, but you’re on £9.33 an hour along with your parents earning up to £40,000 a year. I don’t eat (for more reasons than this) because we can’t afford it. And when I do, I eat cheap shitty food. I shop at Tesco while other people shop at Waitrose. And it pisses me off since those who don’t need money have great paying jobs, but here I am barely fucking surviving and living on the bare minimum. It’s just something that I’m finding it really difficult to cope with. I’m overworking myself and I have to. I need to. Otherwise I’ll be stuck. Can’t drive. Need lessons and therefore money. Can’t move. College. So fucking tempted to contact dad but honestly don’t think I could. Gosh was so much easier when I was younger fuck. Somewhat related but not really (mainly I was talking about people im about to mention in the previous text lol) but anyway. I left the table snapchat group chat yesterday and Neve added me back and I have to see them tomorrow and I really don’t want to. It’s only a few hours thankfully since it’s Wednesday. I’ll phone Nay during the break so I don’t have to see them. Or really talk to them. I’m just done with them. Lol. I was in a really good mood this morning but now im crashing hard fuck.