Nay really pissed me off

Yesterday I got a message from Nay saying she can't go to see All Time Low because her money for her train has gone missing. Me being the nice friend I am, paid for her ticket. Right? Today, she is going to see Oli, not just by car which I wouldn't really care about but on a fucking train! Like okay hun? Where did you magically get money? He paid? So why couldn't he pay for you to see a concert since he knows that would make you so happy? Oh wait I know! Because he only gives a fuck about himself and by him paying for you to come down, he can fuck you. And if he didn't pay, I've just been lied to but whatever. Sick of all these fucking fake friends. Constantly being used but when I need help I get fuck all. Whatever. Maybe I should just kill myself. Maybe then they will give a damn.

On a slightly happier note, Eva was super nice to me today which was good. Also, in IT we made no more progress since the server is still down because I go to a shitty ass college. Worked a super long shift. Finished college at 10:30 and started work at 4 which was such a drag.