Valentines Day 2018

Today is Valentines day. What a day. Another day alone. If I'm honest I didn't really notice too much since I was working most of the day. Bloody hell it was super busy. So many bookings and so many couples. I was so busy cleaning tables and stuff so time just flew. I was supposed to do more hosting but thankfully nobody asked me. That's definitely going to be the worst part about this job. Anxiety is going to get the best of me and just ugh. I don't know the table numbers yet or the layout which will make it hard when I have to take orders. Plus I don't know who to say is their waiter since each section of the restaurant is dedicated to a certain waiter which will be hard to remember. I know it comes with time and practice but still. Final day working tomorrow before a few days off. The bus was super late and I had a panic attack since it was late. I thought I was stuck in Yeovil. What would I have done? Ahh. I don't want to think about it. I'll start freaking out about it again.