Why is everyone such a huge fucking cunt?

So I posted for help on two different websites asking for help with visual basic and they both basically told me to fuck off and do it myself. It's not my fault I have a shit teacher. How can I put a for loop into a program that works fine without one? I'm going to have to ask Mirella for help during half term BUT SHE WON'T FUCKING REPLY UNTIL AFTERWARDS AND MAKE ME SEE HER IN LESSON. I wouldn't mind but everyone is so fucking judgemental I just can't. I was so happy. What's the point? Whenever life goes well for me, something bad always happens. Fuck. I don't even know what to do with myself. I'm not sleeping as well as I used to. I just want this all to be over. Sick of school so fucking much. I hate it. Just some fucking bullshit qualifications that I'll never fucking use. I might just go to bed. It's only 6:53pm so why not? Hopefully I'll never wake up.