It was a good run - Existential Crisis mode

Today was not the best day. Mainly sad. Worrying about everything. What is the point to everything? We work to get money to obsess over materialistic things then die. Seems pretty pointless to me. Nothing is worth it. Also like 99% everything and everyone hates me. If I didn't have Snapchat, I wouldn't even have any friends. That's so sad. I could go on but I'm way too fucking tired to even try. I've done a whole month though! Even if they blogs have been a little late. I did it. The only thing I could complete. Might cut in a bit. Haven't in so long but I need something! Need to feel something. Apart from this empty numbness. Nay is seeing Oli again of-fucking-course. His mum is picking her up, but he isn't going with his mum. That's just weird to me. I guess I am as stupid and unloved as I thought. Might say on Snapchat that somebody else is doing streaks when it's just me so I don't have to talk to anyone. How have I never thought of that? Fuck. It's genius.