Today started good and ended shit

Recorded myself last night and I didn’t sleeptalk. Such a shame. Mainly moans and blanket ruffling. Nothing special. Mum cooked a roast dinner and it was gooood. Super tired as I just woke from a nap. I’m planning on moving my whole room around but that will definitely take several hours and a lot of strength so I’m gonna have a coffee/hot chocolate then do it!! Afterwards I’ll probably do some revision for psych and socio. Probably quizlet tbh.

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(Like 5 hours later)

I’ve moved everything around, though I still need to tidy my wardrobe out but then that’s it. The new layout is nice - gives the room a fresh look. After finishing my room, I thought ‘I’m gonna make pancakes’ which is a simple thing right? Wrong. I can’t cook for shit. A couple years ago it was funny but now it’s really worrying. In a few years I’ll be moving out and living on my own - or with somebody else - and I’ll need to know how to cook. Not just that, but so many other things that school never taught me. Then they blame me when I fuck up. I am a fuck up though. Didn’t even revise today. Feel like shit so why even bother. I want to sleep but not tired enough so I’m probably going to play MSP for a bit and hope I fall asleep. Maybe read a little dodie as I said I wanted to finish it today... I’ve read 2 pages. God why am I such a fuckup!? Also my hands smell of this bleach stuff I used to wash away the mould but it won’t go ughh