Is it too early?
I know it's September. I know Halloween is first. I know okay? But I can't help it. Christmas is soon and I'm so excited. It just puts me in such a good mood. Don't get me wrong, I love Halloween and scary movies and stuff like that. I really want to see the new IT but I need the time and money to go so I guess I'll have to wait. Annabelle Creation is a piece of shite. I saw it with my mum and it was just so bad. The acting was meh, the script was terrible and the story-line was stupid. Do not recommend. Other horror movies are cool though. I don't know which type I prefer - Gory and realistic or fake, paranormal films. Some are good, but some can be so bad. Anyway, back on topic. Christmas music, movies, decorations, cosy things. It's all just so nice! The day itself is usually a let down but I'm still excited to hopefully give my mum a great gift. I don't know what yet, but she deserves something good. Maybe some driving lessons? I don't know. I also want to give my friends some great gifts so I have to think about that. My phone is just constantly playing Christmas songs now and it's putting me in such a good mood (even though I've always had bad experiences with Christmas) but I'm still super excited. On a slightly CFS related topic, I had more energy today so I decided to start re-organising my room but I ran out of energy so I think I will crash tomorrow which will suck but it's my own fault. I really need to start pacing but I feel terrible for doing nothing when I do have the energy. Hopefully, I'll get a letter about my therapy in soon so I can get started. Also, I want the letter to come through with my diagnosis so that I can apply for extra time and a place to relax when needed. An another unrelated topic, but I did a practice hazard perception test and I got 58 out of 75 which is really good! I needed 44 to pass so I'm hoping I can do as well on the real thing when the time comes. I'm hoping to start exercising more but not too much, since I really need to establish a baseline for my fatigue. School isn't too much right now but it's only early days so I guess only time will tell how bad it can get. Today is the Sunday 17th of September... and it is 98 days until Christmas. I can't wait!